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| Monday, January 3rd, 2011 | | 12:06 pm |
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exactly what I was @@@@@But I thought he knew exactly what I was talking about "I have to see a doctor, have a checkup," I saidI promised my friend KamenHow about I make it a twofer?" Wireman was still leaning against the pillarNow he straightened up"Hey, here's Jack with the vanStep lively, Edgar - last bus to Duma Key, leaving now ix 325 It happened again, on the way back, and worse, although Jack didn't see it - he was busy piloting the van along Casey Key Road - and I'm pretty sure Wireman himself never knewI had asked Jack if he minded skipping the Tamiami Trail, which is west coast Florida's engagingly tacky Main Street, in favor of the narrower, twistier wayI wanted to watch the moon on the water, I said "Gettin those little artist eccentricities, muchacho," Wireman said from the back seat, where he was stretched out with his feet upHe wasn't much of a stickler when it came to seatbelts, it seemed"Next thing we know, you'll be wearing a beret He pronounced it so it rhymed with garret "Fuck you, Wireman," I said "I been fucked to the east and I been fucked to the west," Wireman recited in tones of sentimental recollection, "but when it comes to the fuckin, yo mamma's the best With that he lapsed into silence I watched the moon go swimming through the black water to my rightI wondered if it would be possible to paint it the way it looked 326 from the van: a moon in motion, a silver bullet just beneath the water I was thinking these thoughts (and maybe drifting toward a doze) when I became aware of ghostly movement above the moon in the waterIt was Wireman's reflectionFor a moment I had the crazy idea that he was jerking off back there, because his thighs appeared to be opening and closing and his hips seemed to be moving up and downI shot a peek at Jack, but the Casey Key Road is a symphony of curves and Jack was absorbed in his driving Besides, most of Wireman was right behind Jack's seat, not even visible in the rearview mirror I looked over my left shoul | | Sunday, January 2nd, 2011 | | 12:06 pm |
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It was dark, barely any light from the @@@@@ It was dark, barely any light from the stars trickling down through the cracked ceilingI didn't see Lily till I tripped over her in the darkness I almost didn't recognize her tear-swollen faceShe was curled into a tight, tiny ball on the floor in the middle of the passagewayHer eyes were wide, not quite comprehending who I was I stared at her wordlessly “I said that life and love go onButwhy do they? They shouldn'tWhat's the point?” “I don't know, LilyI'm not sure what the point is “Why?” she asked again, not speaking to me anymoreHer glassy eyes looked right through me I stepped carefully past her and hurried to my roomI had my own question that had to be answered To my great relief, the room was emptyI threw myself facedown on the mattress where Jamie and I slept When I'd told Jeb I had one more question, that was the truthBut the question was not for the SeekerThe question was for me The question was would I–notcould I–do it? Icould save the Seeker's lifeIt would not endanger any of the lives hereI would have to trade thatelanie tried to be firm through her panic This is the thing, MelIt's inevitable anyw | | Saturday, January 1st, 2011 | | 12:11 pm |
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"It can," @@@@@Lovin' ain't goin' to hurt a man "It can," Red said "Well, there's somepin all fugged up, that's all Ah can sayIt jus' don' make sense for a good thin' like that to end up hurtin' ya"Red, Ah swear the whole thing is confusin' as hell They walked back to their tents
The Time Machine: WOODROW WILSON THE INVINCIBLE
He was a big man about thirty with a fine mane of golden-brown hair and a healthy ruddy spacious face whose large features were formed cleanlyIncongruously, he wore a pair of round silver-rimmed glasses which gave him at first glance a studious or, at least, a methodical appearance"With all the gals Ah've had, Ah'll never forget that little old piece," he said, wiping the back of his hand against his high sculptured forehead, sliding it up over his golden pompadour
Clichés like lazy decadence, death and disease, monotony and violence, well up in your mindThe main street has assumed its tawdry prosperity with discomfort; it is hot and packed with people and the stores are small and dirtyLanguid and feverish, the girls walk by on thin legs, with painted faces, staring at the movie houses with gaudy placards, picking at the sore on their chin, squinting with their pale insolent eyes as the sun glares on the dirty asphalt and models the dust-filled pores of the trampled papers underfoot A hundred yards away the back streets are green and lovely, and the foliage of the trees meets overheadThe houses are old and pleasant; you cross a bridge and look down on a tiny stream winding and twisting gently over some soft rounded rocks; there are the sounds of things growing and the soughing of the leaves in the swollen torpid May breezeA little farther on, there is always the small rotting mansion with its broken shutters, its peeling columns, and the dull black-gray of its walls like a tooth after the nerve has been killedThe mansion alters the loveliness of the streets, limns it with darker mortal lines The grass enclosure in the center of the town square is deserted, and the statue of General Jackson stands on its pedestal and looks with calculation at the cannon balls pyramided in cement, the old cannon whose breech is missingBehind him the Negro quarter stretches out along the sandy roads into the farm lands There, in the black ghetto, the shacks and two-room shanties sag on their stilts, the wood dry and splintered and dead, the rats and roaches scurrying across the sapless planksEverything withers in the heat Toward the end, almost out in the country, the poor whites live in similar huts, hoping to graduate to the other side of town where the shoe clerks and the bank tellers and the mill foremen live in cubical houses along rigid streets where the trees are not old enough to cover the sky Over it all hangs the torpid sullen breeze of May, stifling in the late spring
Some people feel only the heatWoodrow Wilson, almost sixteen, sprawls on a log along the sandy road, and drowses in the sunHis loins are warm and a lazy delight drifts along his body | | Friday, December 31st, 2010 | | 12:14 pm |
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“Something happened to him, didn’t it? @@@@@ “Something happened to him, didn’t it? Something happened to him because of me “It’s over with and he’s back, that’s all you have to know now Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM 313 “It was Medusa, wasn’t it?” “Yes, but I repeat, he’s back, and outside of being a little tired, he’s okayA little country restaurant six miles from here, isn’t that what your driver said?” “Yes, he knows Paris and everything around it thoroughly “Who is he?” “A French Algerian who’s worked for the Agency for yearsCharlie Casset recruited him for us He’s tough, knowledgeable and very well paid for bothAbove all, he can be trusted “I suppose that’s good enough “Don’t suppose, accept it They sat in a booth at the rear of the small country inn, complete with a worn canopy, hard pine banquettes and perfectly acceptable wineThe owner, an expansive, florid fat man, proclaimed the cuisine to be extraordinary, but since no one could summon hunger, Bourne paid for four entrées just to keep the proprietor happyThe owner sent over two large carafes of good vin ordinaire along with a bottle of mineral water, and stayed away from the table “All right, Mo,” said Jason, “you won’t tell me what happened, or who did it, but you’re still the same functioning, overbearing, verbose medicine man with a chicken in his mouth we’ve known for thirteen years, am I correct?” “Correct, you schizophrenic escapee from BellevueAnd in case you think I’m being heroic, let me make it absolutely clear that I’m here only to protect my nonmedical civil rightsMy paramount interest is with my adorable Marie, who I trust you’ll notice is sitting beside me, not youI positively salivate thinking about her meat loaf “Oh, how I do love you, Mo,” said David Webb’s wife, squeezing Panov’s arm “Let me count the ways,” responded the doctor, kissing her cheek “I’m here,” said Conklin“My name is Alex and I have a couple of things to talk about and they don’t include meat loafAlthough I should tell you, Marie, I told Peter Holland yesterday that it was terrific “What’s with my damned meat loaf?” “It’s the red sauce,” interjected Panov “May we get to what we’re here for,” said Jason Bourne, his voice a monotone “We’ll be working with the Sovie | | Wednesday, December 29th, 2010 | | 12:04 pm |
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“Then let me phrase it another wayWhen you @@@@@ “Then let me phrase it another wayWhen you called with your emergency codes, I did what you demanded, for by and large you have fulfilled your obligations to me, obligations that go back thirty-three yearsBut now there is another risk involved—risks, to be precise—and I’m not sure I care to take them “You speak this way to me?” cried the Jackal, removing the dead guard’s jacket, his clean white bandages taut, holding his right shoulder firm with no evidence of blood “Stop your theatrics,” said Enrique softly“We go back long before thatI’m speaking to a young revolutionary I followed out of Cuba with a great athlete named SantosHow is he, by the way? He was the real threat to Fidel “He’s well,” answered Carlos, his voice flat“We’re moving Le Coeur du Soldat “Does he still tend to his gardens—his English gardens?” “Yes, he does “He should have been a landscaper, or a florist, I thinkAnd I should have been a fine agricultural engineer, an agronomist, as they say—that’s how Santos and I met, you know Melodramatic politics changed our lives, didn’t they?” “Political commitments changed themEverywhere the fascists changed them “And now we want to be like the fascists, and they want to take what’s not so terrible about us Communists and spread a little money around—which doesn’t really work, but it’s a nice thought “What has this to do with me—your monseigneur?” “Horse droppings, RamirezAs you may or may not know, my Russian wife died a number of years ago and I have three children in the Moscow UniversityWithout my position they would not be there and I want them thereThey will be scientists, doctorsYou see, those are the risks you ask of meI’ve covered myself up until this moment—and you deserve this moment—but perhaps no moreIn a few months I will retire, and in recognition of my years of service in southern Europe and the Mediterranean, I will share a fine dacha on the Black Sea where my children will come and visit meI will not unduly risk what life I have before meSo be specific, Ramirez, and I’ll tell you whether you’re on your own or not | | 5:48 am |
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mother and dad begged me to go see a @@@@@My mother and dad begged me to go see a psychiatrist, and for a little while - eight months after the funerals - I did indeed goI was tired of floating through the world like a balloon tethered three feet over my own head "I know the feeling," I saidWe checked into hell on different shifts, you and meAnd out again, I suppose, although my heels are still smokingHow about yours?" "Yeahnice man, but I couldn't talk to himWith him I was inarticulateWith him I found myself grinning a lotI kept expecting a cute chick in a bathing suit to trot out my big 415 cardboard checkThe audience would see it and applaudAnd eventually a check did comeWhen we married, I'd taken out a joint life insurance policyWhen Ez came, I added to itSo I really did win la loteríaEspecially when you add in the compensation Julia received from the accident in the supermarket parking lotWhich brings us to this He held up the slim gray folder "The thought of suicide had been out there, circling closer and closerThe primary attraction was the idea that Julia and Esmeralda might also still be out there, waiting for me to catch up but they might not wait foreverI'm not a conventionally religious man, but I think there's at least a chance that there is life after death, and that we survive as A wintry smile touched the sides of his mouth"Mostly I was just depressedI had a gun in my safe | | Monday, December 27th, 2010 | | 12:06 pm |
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I have @@@@@Needless to say, it held my attention I have been teaching professionally since 1984 It has been a great experience and rewardingIt is also a disturbing profession, for I have taught thousands of individuals and I see one thing in common in all of us, myself includedWe all have tremendous potential, and we all are blessed with giftsYet, the one thing that holds all of us back is some degree of self-doubtIt is not so much the lack of technical information that holds us back, but more the lack of self-confidenceSome are more affected than others Once we leave school, most of us know that it is not as much a matter of college degrees or good grades that countIn the real world outside of academics, something more than just grades is requiredI have heard it called "guts," "chutzpah," "balls," "audacity," "bravado," "cunning," "daring," "tenacity" and "brilliance This factor, whatever it is labeled, ultimately decides one's future much more than school grades Inside each of us is one of these brave, brilliant and daring charactersThere is also the flip side of that character: people who could get down on their knees and beg if necessaryAfter a year in Vietnam, as a Marine Corps pilot, I intimately got to know both of those characters-inside of me One is not better than the other Yet, as a teacher, I recognized that it was excessive fear and self-doubt that were the greatest detractors of personal genius It broke my heart to see students know the answers, yet lack the courage to act on the answerOften in the real world, it's not the smart that get ahead but the bold In my personal experience, your financial genius requires both technical knowledge as well as courageIf fear is too strong, the genius is suppressedIn my classes I strongly urge students to learn to take ?risks, to be bold, to let their genius convert that fear into power and brillianceIt works for some and just terrifies othersI have come to realize that for most people, when it comes to the subject of money, they would rather play it safeI have had to field questions such as: Why take risks? Why should I bother developing my financial IQ? Why should I become financially literate? And I answer, "Just to have more opti | | 5:50 am |
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There are other movements, other directionsFor a time he moves through the drinking circles of the officers' club, plays poker, and indulges in a few side affairsBut it is a repetition of Margaret with humiliating endings, and in another year or two he keeps to himself, devotes himself to running his outfits In that he has talentHe absorbs the problem completely, thinks at night in bed of how best to treat the different men, how to command them most effectivelyIn the daytime he spends nearly all his time with the company, supervising labor details, conducting continual inspectionsHis companies are always the best managed on the post; his company street is easily the cleanest and neatest On Saturday mornings a squad from each platoon is put to work cutting the weeds from under the barracks He has all the patent brass polishers tested, selects the best, and has an order posted that the men can use only that brand In the daily latrine inspections he is always one step ahead of the men; one morning he gets down on his hands and knees, lifts the drain plate, and gigs the platoon because there is grease in the pipe When he inspects he brings a needle, probes the cracks on the stairs for dust In the gymkhana which the post holds every summer his company teams always winHe has them practicing from the first of February The company mess floor is scrubbed with boiling water after every meal He is always ahead of the menOne big Saturday inspection when a visiting general is expected, he instructs his first sergeant to have the men grease the soles of their extra shoes, which are exhibited at the foot of their bed He has been known to strip a rifle on the parade ground and examine the rear of the hammer spring for dirt There is always a standing gag in his company that the Old Man is thinking of having the men take off their shoes before they enter the barracks The field officers are agreed that Captain Cummings is the best junior officer on the post
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“Ohh, the fine expensive American attorney @@@@@ “Ohh, the fine expensive American attorney objects to being asked simple questions?” “I object to being insultedYou made an astonishing statement over the phoneI’d like it explained, so please get to it “I’ll get to it, Counselor, believe me, I’ll get to it, but in my own fashionWe Russians protect our flanks; it’s a lesson we learned from the tragedy and the triumph of Stalingrad—an experience you Americans never had to endure “I came from another war, as you well know,” said Ogilvie coolly, “but if the history books are accurate, you had some help from your Russian winter “That’s difficult to explain to thousands upon thousands of frozen Russian corpses “Granted, and you have both my condolences and my congratulations, but it’s not the explanation—or even the lack of one—that I requested “I’m only trying to explain a truism, young manAs has been said, it’s the painful lessons of history we don’t know about that we are bound to repeatYou see, we do protect our flanks, and if some of us in the diplomatic arena suspect that we have been duped into international embarrassment, we reinforce those flanksIt’s a simple lesson for one so erudite as yourself, Counselor “And so obvious, it’s trivialWhat about Admiral Holland?” “In a momentFirst, let me ask you about a man named Alexander Conklin Bryce Ogilvie bolted forward in the chair, stunned“Where did you get that name?” he asked, barely audibleSomeone called Panov, Mortimer or Moishe Panov, a Jewish physician, we believeAnd finally, Counselor, a man and a woman we assume are the assassin Jason Bourne and his wife “My God!” exclaimed Ogilvie, his body angled and tense, his eyes wide“What have these people got to do with us?” “That’s what we have to know,” answered Sulikov, staring at the Wall Street lawyer“You’re obviously aware of each one, aren’t you?” Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM 343 “Well, yes—no!” protested Ogilvie, his face flushed, his words spilling over one another“It’s an entirely different situationIt has nothing to do with our business—a business we’ve poured millions into, developed for twenty years!” “And made millions in return, Counselor, may I be permitted to remind you of that?” “Venture capital in the international markets!” cried the attorney“That’s no crime in this count |
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